2016 I love you!!

Best year of my life…so far that is…always felt I was made of some pretty strong stuff…found out just how strong…found the light…found the truth…fell in love with life, whole heartedly…

Opened my eyes to the world around me…reached out and found all of you…broke free from the chains of my past…that one’s been a long time comin’…I look forward to taking good care of myself everyday…

My passion keeps me heated no matter the weather…I can look back at this past year as it is I will do it only this once and smile with a full beautiful heart…I feel no sorrow over the loss only brilliant warm satisfied love for all that I have gained.

Wishing you all a wonderful joyful new year!

‘Decide which voice in your head you can keep alive’, I pick the one that says Yes!! Today’s favorite!!

 

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide, which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me on canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello, are you still chasing
The memories in shadows
Some stay young, some grow old
Come alive, there are thoughts unclear
You can never hide

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello
Hello
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
Hello
Hello
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Read more: Shinedown – I Dare You Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Hot as hell

What is it about the shape of a man’s back that can drive a woman out of her mind?  Grabs her attention quick and keeps it. Seems the center of his strength, his life.

You want to reach out and touch it with your own two hands. You have to. You can feel his power, his struggle, then his release. The V shape it forms and the dip in the small of his back I want to eat off of and never be finished. Lick my plate clean.

There are some beautiful sights in this wonderful world of ours for certain, one for me is most definitely a man’s back.

A relationship, not

A relationship, not

A relation, Yes very much so

‘ship’ gives the idea it has the possibility to sink

This knowing will float until time himself cancels all the known

Oblivion will take over this space

but until such a thing to come

I will ask once more how is it possible for me to give these thanks

to a person not know to me but for only here in these words

still to touch me like no other

I peel open my chest to reveal my heart and there can you see it? right there

Where scars once wore their way and interrupted such a beautiful softness

now makes its home is your name and it is healing, to say the least

How do you thank a person for saving your life

When you yourself know the depths of this deed

but they maybe can’t know it, can not fathom

The ocean surrounds me and holds me afloat

No time and space can ever take that from me

My gratitude fills the sky, spreads its way out into the galaxies

It knows no limit for my dreams are guiding me unlike ever before

I have been touched by an earth angel…make no mistake

Sugar Rush

Like a delicious sugary syrup let me run the length of you

Coat you with all of the sweetest I have to offer

Run deep within and feed your need

Make your heart race with giddy excitement

and remind you that you are alive

Nothing modified, simple all natural goodness

Shoot me into your veins

Let me spirit you away from your sadness

From your heavy heart

From your stagnant loneliness

For better or worse, you will never be the same

Dreams of my past help me step into my future

 

My dreams have fashioned me a time traveler

Returning me to my children’s youth but me this same age I am

as this older and much wiser woman who loves herself

I held my step son in my arms and we laughed and laughed

I could feel he was mine just as he always claimed to be

I held the hand of my 10-year-old daughter

When she turned to look at me she was a beautiful grown married woman

There in her white coat just out of work but still with the small hand of a child in her mother’s care

We walked the town where we lived pinky latched to pinky

It was a day in the life for certain

Getting the kids ready for baths

While my husband of the time was nowhere to be seen or heard

I am sure that is what this dream was meant

To visit me back there to this poignant piece of my life

Inviting me to have motherhood as it was meant as a gentle but strong love

Allow me to enjoy being their mother, their true love and they mine

I then travel to the end of the world and looked off

The snow was piled high and animals I’ve not yet to see in this life

made their beds on snow banks in front yards surrounded by small picket fences

I met a man that was as quiet as I am not

He looked at me with such love

while working out in the cold gladly as I walk the village

I would make my way back to his side each time

I know him not but love him already

I met artisans such as myself and shop owners

Old friends and neighbors

I can see the video I took with the mountains

and white landscape for miles around me

meaning to show my nearest and dearest

The northern lights await in a land not so far away

in the future not so distant from right now.

Have all of me

In this new season of thought, I have just felt my heart and mind connect

A gentle configuration, as it just was, just is…

I have melted into air

I am now what you breathe

I am the taste on the tip of your tongue
when you are unsure of what you are about to say
then you say it anyway

I am the smooth feel when you run your palms over each other
as your hands find their way slowly up your arms

The genuine love you feel as you close your eyes
and let the sun’s rays work their magic

The warmth seeps into your thirsty skin
and holds you in a place of ease and contentment

I am life

Have me

Have all of me.

Sugar and spice, it all comes with a price

 

Hand over your mouth in shock…left to feel in awe?

The difference to me is of little or none

My audacious behavior a turn on for some

Can be a sweet, scary fright they are only too eager to digest

As they eat me whole and are sure not to miss a drop

My scent left behind keeps his thoughts trapped longer than he wants

but not as long as he needs

He begs to anyone that will listen, the gods, the heaven’s

to let him keep hold of it until we meet again

It is constant and evident he loves it, can’t live without it

You look like you could use a taste of something sweet

and me, well I’m always hungry